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Why I write?

Why I write?

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I want to live forever
And be counted among the
stars.
And upon the white pages of
immortality.

I want to stop time and try
and smell the air.
I want time to reflect in the night
with the wind in my hair.

I want to be in a place that's
full of imagination and dreams
I want to make friends and family
within my notebook reams.

I want to stop hurting and be numb to the
pain.
I want to be able to escape reality and
do life all over again.

I want to be the person that I've always
wanted to be.
I want to grow dust on your shelves
And be remembered at forty percent off
sales.

I want to have people constantly ask me
'why?'
I write for reason, clarity, and information
and sometimes I just write for fun, and
I feel I can never do anything better
Neatly and down to each letter
Writing is my life.
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Why I write? August 19, 2010 No comments No favourites
A little case of egotism.

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Why I write? I want to live forever
And be counted among the
stars.
And upon the white pages of
immortality.

I want to stop time and try
and smell the air.
I want time to reflect in the night
with the wind in my hair.

I want to be in a place that's
full of imagination and dreams
I want to make friends and family
within my notebook reams.

I want to stop hurting and be numb to the
pain.
I want to be able to escape reality and
do life all over again.

I want to be the person that I've always
wanted to be.
I want to grow dust on your shelves
And be remembered at forty percent off
sales.

I want to have people constantly ask me
'Why I write? by =vainya
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Untitled 8 Poison seeping; fingernails blue
Can't move; can't talk,
Hush!
I'm stuck here; I can't wait.
Dual mind and
Hate in my veins.

I knew who you were,
Followed you all of your
days.
Inject your love for me and
Poison me with your ways.

I want to hold you.
While the poison runs its course.
So stay;
do not leave!

You see what I mean?
My skin turns pale;
the color of green.
The heating of things,
Forgiving your sins
And forgiving me.

This is love that corrupts
the soul.
can't  move.
can't feel.
Do you
still love me.Untitled 8 by =vainya
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Hearts and Stars by =vainya
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If He Loves Me When I was young
I fell from a window
And was captured by love.
An angel from below
Wrapped me in his wings
as I fell from above.

He scooped me in his strong arms.
And he carried me home.
He sheltered me tender
He never left me alone.
He's my love's light and my
heart's only defender.

Every night by moonlight,
I would sneak away
To grab my fix
To last another day
But someone must have noticed.

They shouted and they  screamed
They didn't want us to meet
He was different and that, they couldn't take
He was not for me.
They  moved me far away and caused my heart
to break.

If he loves me he will find me
And we will meetIf He Loves Me by =vainya
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Writer's Block ...

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Hi there,

I haven't been here for like half the year. Writer's block has made me unable to even face this site for a while. I'm pleased to say that I'm back at least part time. I've been going through a tough time in life. Let's just call it a moment of discovery.

I've been unemployed for the last seven months due to the fact that this economy sucks, failing graduate school, and all of that was affecting my time and ability to write and so I've been in a huge writer's block for the past year. All of that has changed now.

I have been working on a novel (longer pieces of work scare me) and of all things, it's a romance novel. I decided to step out of my comfort zones of sci-fi and fantasy fiction and poetry and... well anything else you've seen me write. I'm taking a year off from school so that I can focus on my new job and writing... and maybe some gaming, at least now I think I know what I want to do.
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Hey I'm Tavainya! I love a lot of things: food, Kingdom Hearts, learning, sugar and especially writing! I have been writing since I came in second place in a writing contest for my city in sixth grade. Prose is really my first love but I have been writing poetry since 2004 and I guess I'm actually pretty good at it. I write a lot of fan-poetry and I think it is an art form that is neglected especially on this site.
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:woohoo: :party: :iconcakelickplz: !!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! :iconcakelickplz: :party: :woohoo:

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OMG!!! Long time no see! I suppose you don't remember me, do you? ^^
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=vainya Mar 13, 2011   Writer
Of course I do. Why else would I add you to my :+devwatch:? How has everything been?

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~JaleSwiftpaw Mar 14, 2011
Ah, life's a bitch right now. Well, I guess the South Park mania is over for now and now I'm into furries *shivers*
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=vainya Mar 16, 2011   Writer
That's not a bad thing to get into. I'm still writing, barely.

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